That same name had once told him that attachments would get him killed - that he should simply throw everything away and live only for himself - but he couldn’t do that. The more he struggled to remove the word from the tip of his tongue the more he felt suffocated by it. It slid into every crevice of his mind leaving not a millimeter of space for any other thoughts and it coiled itself around his mind like a predator catching its prey. The name blanketed his thoughts like wool, thick and heavy… And warm. No matter how many books he tried to lose himself in, no matter how much he tried to learn about anything and everything, his thoughts were always drawn back to one thing, and one thing only. How long had it been this time? His chest ached more every day, and while he was kept busy helping to rebuild the city from the ground up, it couldn’t keep his mind occupied at night. Because of a certain mouse, he found it most difficult to spend these days alone, now, wallowing in his own thoughts.įinally setting the ceramic bowl aside, he sighed deeply once more and leaned against the edge of the sink, his head drooping. But it was because of the events of his past that lead him to sigh, sometimes uncontrollably, on gloomy days. It was a day not so unlike today that had changed his life forever. In fact, this sort of weather was quite possibly his favorite type of day as it held unfathomable nostalgia for him. Not that Shion particularly minded the clouds, or the rain. They hadn’t had a true meteorologist in years so they often struggled to predict the weather. 6 had been brought down, there seemed to be less control over the weather which often meant days that were once sunny, were over wrought with clouds. There had been a lot of cloudy days lately Ever since No.
He breathed out a small sigh as he mindlessly wiped the bowl he was holding for the umpteenth time. It cast a gentle light through the half open blinds into Shion’s kitchen, illuminating the small pile of dishes stacked up on the side of the sink. The sun peaked out timidly from behind the clouds.
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